RANT = ON

let me get a few things off my chest.  they have been eating at me lately and I have to get them out there to keep me honest on this anonymous blog of mine.  or not-so.

rant #4

I’M TIRED OF BEING SO FUCKING NICE TO PEOPLE.  Seriously, I’ve tried so hard to be nice to people my entire life and I’m sick of it.  I talk to so many strangers because I love sincere people.  And poor people, gas station people, physical laborers, and even some of the corporate schmucks, are amazing people.  They love sincerity and honesty more than they love their need to follow a career.  So these people are honest.  Real.  People.  THAT is why i pick up hitch-hikers: not because i’m helping them out. 

IT IS BECAUSE THEY HELP ME. 

They give me a gift of honesty that I don’t find in fucking corporate america and worse yet: a FUCKING FIRM.  the firm breeds people who are constantly trying to please them.  And they’ve gotten so used to it that they believe in their NARCISSISM.  They aren’t bad people, they just need to be reminded what real friends are.  People who will tell you to shut the fuck up and listen for a while.  People off the streets reek of an honesty not found elsewhere.  They have NOTHING to hide.  And they display their shame better than any of us.  They are the descendants of the people who were paid to be mournful of those who had died in biblical times.  They ask for and deserve your pity.  But by giving them pity you take their pride.  They crave rejection and train people to hate them…but it is out of a sincere hate for themselves.  Give a bum a dollar.  AND a pat on the back.

rant #3 

I HATE CARS.  Who the fuck thought this would be a good idea.  We take up too much space.  Our pride is our biggest problem, evident in the technology we use and the space we take up. 

rant #2 

I HATE COMPUTER SPOOF:  I HATE THE SHIT ON THE INTERNET THAT TAKES UP MY FUCKING TIME PLAYING THEIR STUPID GAMES OF MANIPULATION ON PEOPLE.  THE NEW GAMBLING SITEs\ (WHERE PEOPLE STARE AND PULL A SLOT AND BECOME ADDICTIVE PEOPLE)… THE SITES LIKE FACEBOOK, TWITTER.  Do something meaningful.  with your time.  even if you are on the computer make it a meaningful experience.

rant #1 

I HATE THAT PEOPLE DON’T SEE HOW BIGOTED THEY LOOK WHEN THEY START TELLING PEOPLE WHO THEY CAN AND CAN’T LOVE BASED UPON WHETHER THERE IS ONE AND ONLY ONE DICK IN THE RELATIONSHIP.  My god’s wrath is not upon this.  Read above the bible and understand it’s meaning.  Don’t be caught up in the words.  Our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.  God loves the homosexual.  Personally I’m convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,  neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.